店子里的人飘在Death Cab For Cutie 的音乐里；一首Brothers On A Hotel Bed，温柔地吞噬着店里的烦嚣，没有人听见邻座年轻女孩们的笑声，也听不见对面桌的疲惫上班族的抱怨，也听不见电视上旧片子的声音。只有小声但清晰的一首Brothers On A Hotel Bed。
只是一家很普通的二十四小时小食店，普通的调酒，精致的小食，还有人抽的一些小烟。阿优一个人坐在暗处不显眼的一角，桌上有两个杯子，一杯暖绿茶，另一个是空的，和一个浅黄色的空盘子，干净的好像不曾置放过任何食物一般。
阿优旁边的座位，应该是阿良的。阿良不在，也许他刚刚走了，也许离开了很久，也许今天他不曾来过。阿优望着空杯子，脸上若有所思地回想着一些什么。
在阿优左边的桌子坐着在一间速递服务公司工作的晓奇，前面正对着阿优桌子的远处有个新来的小伙子，小伙子前方靠左坐着阿民，阿优以前叫他民哥的；民哥的座位，以前也是阿优的同行，也是以前的常客，喜欢坐的位子。店子里除了这四台，还有其他看似很快活的年轻人、生活乏味的上班族，而没有人的桌子也是有四张。
柜台后，在不亮的灯光下还能看得见在店子里工作的阿丑。阿丑很用心地抹柜台、很细心地算账。环视小店，只有一副“老板不在这里”的样子。
那一首温柔的音乐，开始快了节奏，但店里没有一个人在乎。阿优轻抬头望向晓奇的方向，晓奇感受到那视线也会意地看着阿优。互相对望，直到彼此都认为足够为止。她再看了看民哥，民哥打着电话，还没有留意；小伙子看着阿优，阿优不想留意；她轻呷了一口绿茶，一面感受着音乐里温柔的哀愁，一面静静地看着那一杯已掏空的杯子。
互相认识的人，有时候不一定需要说话；没有话说，就不必坐在一起尴尬。
对了，阿丑说，老板的店子叫火百合。
20070519
20070503
[Deah/阿优] SeDi: Progress Check 1
End of March. Today, the beginning of May.
Let me do some (random) progress check of SeDi.
1. Some paths has been smoothen, but there is something there that couldn't be reduced.
2. Have some advancement in other matters I think.
3. Feeling them most of the time.
4. Same as above.
5. There is some kind of order, but not the order that I planned to have.
6. Installation complete. Initializing stage.
Have never felt so desperate for joy and fun and solitude.
Can't wait for the arrival of My Original September.
(And I had a happy Labour Day.)
Let me do some (random) progress check of SeDi.
- Damage reduction and path-smoothing process. - 20%
- Development and advancement. - 30%
- Fresh and peaceful. - 80%
- Joy and God. - 60%
- Orderly. - 10%
- Fire-lilied. - 50%
1. Some paths has been smoothen, but there is something there that couldn't be reduced.
2. Have some advancement in other matters I think.
3. Feeling them most of the time.
4. Same as above.
5. There is some kind of order, but not the order that I planned to have.
6. Installation complete. Initializing stage.
Have never felt so desperate for joy and fun and solitude.
Can't wait for the arrival of My Original September.
(And I had a happy Labour Day.)
20070425
[Deah/阿优;Rahet/阿丑] 混沌
谁的舌沾了醋
谁的话添了谎
哪些醋是纯的
哪些谎是真的
什么油可以喝
什么言可以食
（人来人往）
该听什么事
该想谁的话
该说什么梦
该做谁的心
（潮起潮落）
答对答错
是左是右
东南西北
一二三四
（很难很烦？）
不想不听
不问不讲
井底之蛙
只要甘心
极乐快活
真搞不懂自己
为何不曾安心地甘心过。
谁的话添了谎
哪些醋是纯的
哪些谎是真的
什么油可以喝
什么言可以食
（人来人往）
该听什么事
该想谁的话
该说什么梦
该做谁的心
（潮起潮落）
答对答错
是左是右
东南西北
一二三四
（很难很烦？）
不想不听
不问不讲
井底之蛙
只要甘心
极乐快活
真搞不懂自己
为何不曾安心地甘心过。
20070416
[Tac/阿坦] Toilet Coupons
Went to Taman Tasik Titiwangsa, Kuala Lumpur.
I need a go, so I paid 20 cents to use the public toilet (just like most of the places in KL).
And I got a toilet coupon, or a toilet receipt.
It's in Malay, I translated them (almost literally) into English.
Do tell me if you have better translation suggestions.
(Front)
PUBLIC TOILET
PARK CULTURE & CITY CLEANLINESS CONTROL DIVISION
FOR TOILET USE ONLY
20 CENTS No. D 839568
(Back)
TOILET FACILITY
TIME OPEN: 7.00 am - 7.00 pm
PAYMENT RATE: 20 CENTS FOR TOILET USE ONLY
USAGE RULES:
1. NO FOOD AND DRINKS ALLOWED IN THIS BUILDING.
2. TAKE CARE OF THE CLEANLINESS OF THIS AREA OF THE FACILITY. THROW RUBBISH INTO THE BIN PROVIDED.
3. DO NOT MAKE NOISE. TAKE CARE OF THE PUBLIC HARMONY IN THIS AREA.
4. USE THE PROVIDED FACILITY AS FAST AS YOU CAN SO THAT OTHERS CAN USE THE FACILITY AS WELL.
5. USE THE PROVIDED FACILITY WITH CARE. DO NOT DESTROY ANY THINGS AND THE FACILITIES PROVIDED.
6. THE DBKL MANAGEMENT WILL NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY INJURY OR ANY LOSS OF PERSONAL BELONGING.
UNDER THE ORDER OF THE
CITY MAYOR
KUALA LUMPUR
JD105609-PNMB.,-K.L.
I wonder if anyone really do read all of these before they go for their business in the toilet. We are so uncivilized that we eat and drink and make noise and stay overnight in the cubicle. Or else, they wouldn't be making these rules huh.
And I find it bloody hell interesting to share with you. :)
I need a go, so I paid 20 cents to use the public toilet (just like most of the places in KL).
And I got a toilet coupon, or a toilet receipt.
It's in Malay, I translated them (almost literally) into English.
Do tell me if you have better translation suggestions.
(Front)
PUBLIC TOILET
PARK CULTURE & CITY CLEANLINESS CONTROL DIVISION
FOR TOILET USE ONLY
20 CENTS No. D 839568
(Back)
TOILET FACILITY
TIME OPEN: 7.00 am - 7.00 pm
PAYMENT RATE: 20 CENTS FOR TOILET USE ONLY
USAGE RULES:
1. NO FOOD AND DRINKS ALLOWED IN THIS BUILDING.
2. TAKE CARE OF THE CLEANLINESS OF THIS AREA OF THE FACILITY. THROW RUBBISH INTO THE BIN PROVIDED.
3. DO NOT MAKE NOISE. TAKE CARE OF THE PUBLIC HARMONY IN THIS AREA.
4. USE THE PROVIDED FACILITY AS FAST AS YOU CAN SO THAT OTHERS CAN USE THE FACILITY AS WELL.
5. USE THE PROVIDED FACILITY WITH CARE. DO NOT DESTROY ANY THINGS AND THE FACILITIES PROVIDED.
6. THE DBKL MANAGEMENT WILL NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY INJURY OR ANY LOSS OF PERSONAL BELONGING.
UNDER THE ORDER OF THE
CITY MAYOR
KUALA LUMPUR
JD105609-PNMB.,-K.L.
I wonder if anyone really do read all of these before they go for their business in the toilet. We are so uncivilized that we eat and drink and make noise and stay overnight in the cubicle. Or else, they wouldn't be making these rules huh.
And I find it bloody hell interesting to share with you. :)
20070410
[Quiz] 选瓶子
性格测验连结 (link)
您选择了【免费组的26号瓶】
平衡油26～惊吓瓶
你是一个喜欢游戏与欢乐的人，你常常像小孩一样咯咯的笑，同时你的笑也会感染到周围的人。你的感官非常灵敏，重视生活的品味与享受。
你的困难与挑战﹕你缺乏安全感，可能在最近或过去有受过惊吓的经验，而且那个惊吓的经验到现在还影响着你。由于缺乏安全感，所以你可能会过度敏感，无法信任他人或者新的环境，无法真实的展现你所有的一切。
你的未来潜能﹕一个非常独立的人，富有创造力，具有很深的、直觉性的智能，藉由教别人而学习，很聪明，而且很小心，做事不会太过火，凡事采取主动，能够感觉很深的喜悦。
您选择了【免费组的26号瓶】
平衡油26～惊吓瓶
你是一个喜欢游戏与欢乐的人，你常常像小孩一样咯咯的笑，同时你的笑也会感染到周围的人。你的感官非常灵敏，重视生活的品味与享受。
你的困难与挑战﹕你缺乏安全感，可能在最近或过去有受过惊吓的经验，而且那个惊吓的经验到现在还影响着你。由于缺乏安全感，所以你可能会过度敏感，无法信任他人或者新的环境，无法真实的展现你所有的一切。
你的未来潜能﹕一个非常独立的人，富有创造力，具有很深的、直觉性的智能，藉由教别人而学习，很聪明，而且很小心，做事不会太过火，凡事采取主动，能够感觉很深的喜悦。
20070408
[Deah/阿优] SeDi: My Original September
Of SeDi (Self Discovery) Project.
Objective: My Original September.
To be more precise, the title would be My Original Mid-September.
my (adj.)
The possessive form of I, used as a modifier before a noun.
o·rig·i·nal (adj.)
a. Not derived from something else; fresh and unusual.
b. Showing a marked departure from previous practice; new.
Sep·tem·ber (n.)
The ninth month of the year in the Gregorian calendar, the month following August and preceding October.
Descriptions:
I am smiling.
Objective: My Original September.
To be more precise, the title would be My Original Mid-September.
my (adj.)
The possessive form of I, used as a modifier before a noun.
o·rig·i·nal (adj.)
a. Not derived from something else; fresh and unusual.
b. Showing a marked departure from previous practice; new.
Sep·tem·ber (n.)
The ninth month of the year in the Gregorian calendar, the month following August and preceding October.
Descriptions:
- Damage reduction and path-smoothing process.
- Development and advancement.
- Fresh and peaceful.
- Joy and God.
- Orderly.
- Fire-lilied.
I am smiling.
20070406
[Rahet/阿丑] 拾遗
Perhaps it's one of the first steps of SeDi project (which is initiated by Deah), so I added a SeDi label too.
Click on the image for a clearer view of this step contributed by Rahet.
There is still a lonngg way till My Original September.
Hmm. Distant.
Anyway, I like Fire Lilies (火百合).
Click on the image for a clearer view of this step contributed by Rahet.
There is still a lonngg way till My Original September.
Hmm. Distant.
Anyway, I like Fire Lilies (火百合).
20070325
[Rahet/阿丑] 丑忧优愁
阿良：
迁来这儿后，阿优都没提起过你的事；即使曾有件小事是值得宣扬的。应该没什么不妥，我知道你们又会说我杞人忧天。可我忧的不是崩塌的天地，是优良的默契。
（阿优是丑的。）
密室的门，都差不多全都为你打开了。阿优锁上的门，我亲自开给你了；你还看不见？就当是我看得见你的钥匙吧。我自己也回想不起那个时候了。
（阿丑当然是丑的。）
阿良，你喜欢阿优，是因为我的温驯吗？阿优的心，像朔料一样，有时候能拗能折，有时候一折就断。我，有没有让你觉得比较容易应付？阿优一直会想很多事，会为未来的事做准备，只是现在想的总是出乎意料地被扰乱了；辛苦建立起来的秩序被扰乱了。
一直无法安定下来，安稳的生活是什么？沉闷？没变化？不对，安稳是自己能够掌握的事。迁居后，我从来不曾安稳过，况且，我从来也不曾把一件事做妥当过，我是知道的，阿优多次对我说过。
丑忧优愁。
阿良，你应该懂吧，应该。
盼早日复函。
祝
快乐
阿丑 字
二〇〇七年三月二十五日
迁来这儿后，阿优都没提起过你的事；即使曾有件小事是值得宣扬的。应该没什么不妥，我知道你们又会说我杞人忧天。可我忧的不是崩塌的天地，是优良的默契。
（阿优是丑的。）
密室的门，都差不多全都为你打开了。阿优锁上的门，我亲自开给你了；你还看不见？就当是我看得见你的钥匙吧。我自己也回想不起那个时候了。
（阿丑当然是丑的。）
阿良，你喜欢阿优，是因为我的温驯吗？阿优的心，像朔料一样，有时候能拗能折，有时候一折就断。我，有没有让你觉得比较容易应付？阿优一直会想很多事，会为未来的事做准备，只是现在想的总是出乎意料地被扰乱了；辛苦建立起来的秩序被扰乱了。
一直无法安定下来，安稳的生活是什么？沉闷？没变化？不对，安稳是自己能够掌握的事。迁居后，我从来不曾安稳过，况且，我从来也不曾把一件事做妥当过，我是知道的，阿优多次对我说过。
丑忧优愁。
阿良，你应该懂吧，应该。
盼早日复函。
祝
快乐
阿丑 字
二〇〇七年三月二十五日
20070322
[Deah/阿优] Introduction to Self-Discovery (SeDi)
Something made me happy today.
(I believed that caffeine had a certain effect on this too.)
Problem 1:
Things go really wrong when you mess with your Windows system files, and having worms and viruses in your system. What to do?
Solution 1:
1. Identify the errors and the corrupted files.
2. Clean the viruses or broken files, get the appropriate system files (compatible with the OS you're using) back.
3. If it still doesn't work, try formatting your computer/hard disk drives.
4. Then get a good anti-virus software; do not carelessly open any unknown applications, and back-up your files before modifying or replacing it.
Problem 2:
I'm corrupted.
Solution 2:
1. I tried to look for the broken files, and the cause of having it corrupted.
2. I tried many ways to clean it, but it didn't really work out.
3. I couldn't just shut myself off and reformat myself, I have nowhere to move my data (I've got only one hard disk drive, no partitions).
4. Lastly, I figured out something. I think I know my own operating system better already.
5. I need an on-going project to keep everything running smoothly, and in my way.
6. I named this project Self-Discovery Project, SeDi in short.
(I believed that caffeine had a certain effect on this too.)
Problem 1:
Things go really wrong when you mess with your Windows system files, and having worms and viruses in your system. What to do?
Solution 1:
1. Identify the errors and the corrupted files.
2. Clean the viruses or broken files, get the appropriate system files (compatible with the OS you're using) back.
3. If it still doesn't work, try formatting your computer/hard disk drives.
4. Then get a good anti-virus software; do not carelessly open any unknown applications, and back-up your files before modifying or replacing it.
Problem 2:
I'm corrupted.
Solution 2:
1. I tried to look for the broken files, and the cause of having it corrupted.
2. I tried many ways to clean it, but it didn't really work out.
3. I couldn't just shut myself off and reformat myself, I have nowhere to move my data (I've got only one hard disk drive, no partitions).
4. Lastly, I figured out something. I think I know my own operating system better already.
5. I need an on-going project to keep everything running smoothly, and in my way.
6. I named this project Self-Discovery Project, SeDi in short.
20070309
[Deah/阿优] 警告
阿丑近来太放肆了
我默不作声
就爬到我头上来了
想让我一次又一次地
出丑，有不少人看见的
阿优，其实有时侯是
阿丑放肆
管他什么误会
我有一堆堆的拥护着
认识阿优为阿优的人
认识阿丑假扮的假阿优
低等的阿丑，我想
就只有低等的人才会误认
就不管了，不需为无谓的
解释
你凭什么神气自大
再一次你就别想活着。
阿优我可不是随便给人
踩头的。
我默不作声
就爬到我头上来了
想让我一次又一次地
出丑，有不少人看见的
阿优，其实有时侯是
阿丑放肆
管他什么误会
我有一堆堆的拥护着
认识阿优为阿优的人
认识阿丑假扮的假阿优
低等的阿丑，我想
就只有低等的人才会误认
就不管了，不需为无谓的
解释
你凭什么神气自大
再一次你就别想活着。
阿优我可不是随便给人
踩头的。
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