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[Deah/阿优] Self-Discovery (SeDi) Final Report

My Original September.

Been feeling relieved gradually, but not as much of a surprise. Certain things still lags around. Hmm. But it doesn't harm that much.
  1. Damage reduction and path-smoothing process. - 70%
  2. Development and advancement. - 60%
  3. Fresh and peaceful. - 90%
  4. Joy and God. - 90%
  5. Orderly. - 30%
  6. Fire-lilied. - 50%

Been acting a lot milder and has been easily influenced.
Been feeling busy and empty. Been keeping quiet to myself but it doesn't help anymore.
Am not comfortable with this situation. Seriously.

Some discovery?

Yes.
I have been losing my identity. Little by little.
The causes? Various and drastic happenings before and after.

I finally admit my sickness.
No blaming, nor looking back.
I finally admitted it.

If only I were myself again.
I hope you know the me, my love.

I just need to recover.
Recover.

6 comments:

lili said...

Please...

I feel so helpless.
Again.

Where is my old well?

8/9/07 2:19 AM

lili said...

毅坚 said...

My life will find its way;
I say(so, we will) still love,
still hate;
we will get and lose ,
and all will still remain.
張懸《My life Will》部分歌詞。

11/9/07 2:57 AM

lili said...

It remains but is out of view.
Just need to get it back into vision.

I think.

11/9/07 3:53 AM

lili said...

i e R said...

u are not helpless, u are just overwhelmed.

16/9/07 4:24 AM

lili said...

Thank kyu.

Btw 毅坚, 張懸 writes really good songs.

16/9/07 11:24 PM

~Chow Wo Man~ said...

You look a lot like Valerie Chow. I just watched ChungKing Express again cuz I love it so.

It's kind of sad to write so much and then be the only one to respond.

I hope you are okay.