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拼

啊～！！！

要拼就顾不得太多了
还好我从来都不照顾自己健康

鼓励

清不完的清单，做不完的作业
但充实不是无端的忙碌
我忙，因为我觉得盲

忙碌和充实本就是两回事
充实不需要说出口
周遭也是感受到的

忙碌常挂嘴边
一种最直接的内心表现
不是刻意说的
只是一直深切感受到的
毫无缘由的
盲忙

忙使人盲，盲了就茫
茫了使人胡思
乱想后就忘了自己
忘了时间地点
更忘了初衷

所以得常常提醒
自己要常抹眼镜
看清楚了才能给予
自己持久的鼓励

鼓励自己，如何？

你不需要知道吧。
我（暂且）会顶住的。

[Quiz] EQ & SQ Test

Well-balanced. Just as I thought.
But I thought my EQ would be slightly higher than my SQ.

Here are your EQ SQ results:


EQ: 50

SQ: 57

The important factor to consider is not your absolute score, but the difference between the two.
This indicates whether you have more natural ability as an Empathizer or a Systemizer. If your
scores are about the same for your EQ and SQ, then you have well balanced empathizing-systemizing
capabilities.

Take the EQ SQ tests

Don't Think

When you think feel lost, when you think you have made a mistake
when you think you don't know what to do

Then don't think.

Because sometimes
we aren't supposed to think too much.

You get what I mean?

Or you'll end up being like me.

一心二用

你总是喜欢在同一时间内做几件事情吧
最后哪一样都做不好
也许不算不好啦，只是如果只选一件事情来做
你是知道你可以做得更好的
明白吗？

你只是贪心了些
还是按部就班地完成事情吧

他可乐

为何为他三心两意
为何对他存有少许的歉意
而想脱轨的心
为何又蠢蠢示意

他们对事的定义不一
没有太多共编的回忆
也没太多共同的经历
只是有种莫名的爱意

最后
还是他的可乐·水定理
（算是）解决了
之间的关系
与情意

明白了。贴切的。
亲爱的。
他。

含糊（二）

6
故此头痛开始频了
梦也越来越多
觉也睡的越来越久
精神却越来越累
我的挣扎
听不到看不见
自己也没发觉

7
为何他们的事一直都关我的事
为何她的事也一直都关着我的事
我如此觉得
为何我选择做我所认为的事时
不做却又觉得是自己的错
明明就不关我的事
为何不管还要觉得痛苦
为何我总要与这些人有牵连

其实只是自己太失败
解决不了问题

8
我想做的事
突然间变得不清楚了
人
变得很可怕
信任始终是一个自杀自残
的武器，无声无息地

9
发觉自己的基本能力都渐失去了
最基本的曾经会的
都不会了
亦或是我从不曾懂事过
从不曾“会”过

10
我
什么都不会（了？）
什么。

I don't know

3 years. 6 years. And another 6 years.
Not very much of regrets.
Underwent a lot of changes.
And now my following 4 years.

Something that I hoped for
Somewhere that I want to be
When I'm trying hard to get there
I know I do not have the determination
And I wonder
Are these really the things that I wanted?

"Is this the life that you wanted?"
Your question struck into my head

I stretched out my arms, waving frantically
I don't know where to hold
I don't even know where to go

Why didn't I thought about going straight to my dreams
Perhaps I'm never brave enough
But why do I have the courage to stand where I'm standing now

I couldn't see the end to my situation
Perhaps it is not something that could be reached by me
I do not have what it takes
I do not feel the same as everybody else
(who's walking on the same path)

I couldn't fit in.

Or... is it that I haven't fit it?
No. I see the glass as half empty.
Sometimes I don't even know who I am.
As in, I don't know the person that I should be
which is the real me and which is not
I couldn't diferentiate
I don't know

For the first time,
the feeling is so strong, I can feel it almost everytime I breathe
(I feel like an Otome who don't know why did she attend Galderobe in the first place. )

Having too many destinations is not a very good thing
Because you'll get lost in the junctions.
But the only thing I can do is smile :)

含糊（一）

1
又跟她吵了
离开现场心很难受
难受得眼泪也被掐出来了

她也很难受吧
我只是不想做我认为是
份外的事

2
为何我总是离不开
中间地带
我
极端不起来
偏激不起来

3
心理测验结果：
显示作答者幼儿时期曾受过权威式教育。
可能幼时受到长辈严格的教育，多次自己想做某些事却被人禁止的经验。因此有「实现自己的愿望是件不好的事」的潜在心理，
这类人经常会隐藏自己真正所要和所想的事。

4
我习惯
责怪自己
可是不责备自己
我真的找不到该负责的人了
都是自己不好
不可以太自私
不可以不负责任
不可以做坏孩子

5
可是我不是个好孩子
也不是个坏孩子
因为坏不起来
也许被铸造成好孩子模型了
只是与我本质相冲
很痛苦我不懂怎么脱离这
好孩子的枷锁