20061228
20061218
20061213
鼓励
清不完的清单，做不完的作业
但充实不是无端的忙碌
我忙，因为我觉得盲
忙碌和充实本就是两回事
充实不需要说出口
周遭也是感受到的
忙碌常挂嘴边
一种最直接的内心表现
不是刻意说的
只是一直深切感受到的
毫无缘由的
盲忙
忙使人盲，盲了就茫
茫了使人胡思
乱想后就忘了自己
忘了时间地点
更忘了初衷
所以得常常提醒
自己要常抹眼镜
看清楚了才能给予
自己持久的鼓励
鼓励自己，如何？
你不需要知道吧。
我（暂且）会顶住的。
但充实不是无端的忙碌
我忙，因为我觉得盲
忙碌和充实本就是两回事
充实不需要说出口
周遭也是感受到的
忙碌常挂嘴边
一种最直接的内心表现
不是刻意说的
只是一直深切感受到的
毫无缘由的
盲忙
忙使人盲，盲了就茫
茫了使人胡思
乱想后就忘了自己
忘了时间地点
更忘了初衷
所以得常常提醒
自己要常抹眼镜
看清楚了才能给予
自己持久的鼓励
鼓励自己，如何？
你不需要知道吧。
我（暂且）会顶住的。
20061207
[Quiz] EQ & SQ Test
Well-balanced. Just as I thought.
But I thought my EQ would be slightly higher than my SQ.
Here are your EQ SQ results:
EQ: 50
SQ: 57
But I thought my EQ would be slightly higher than my SQ.
Here are your EQ SQ results:
EQ: 50
SQ: 57
The important factor to consider is not your absolute score, but the difference between the two.
This indicates whether you have more natural ability as an Empathizer or a Systemizer. If your
scores are about the same for your EQ and SQ, then you have well balanced empathizing-systemizing
capabilities.
20061205
Don't Think
When you think feel lost, when you think you have made a mistake
when you think you don't know what to do
Then don't think.
Because sometimes
we aren't supposed to think too much.
You get what I mean?
Or you'll end up being like me.
when you think you don't know what to do
Then don't think.
Because sometimes
we aren't supposed to think too much.
You get what I mean?
Or you'll end up being like me.
20061127
20061120
他可乐
为何为他三心两意
为何对他存有少许的歉意
而想脱轨的心
为何又蠢蠢示意
他们对事的定义不一
没有太多共编的回忆
也没太多共同的经历
只是有种莫名的爱意
最后
还是他的可乐·水定理
（算是）解决了
之间的关系
与情意
明白了。贴切的。
亲爱的。
他。
为何对他存有少许的歉意
而想脱轨的心
为何又蠢蠢示意
他们对事的定义不一
没有太多共编的回忆
也没太多共同的经历
只是有种莫名的爱意
最后
还是他的可乐·水定理
（算是）解决了
之间的关系
与情意
明白了。贴切的。
亲爱的。
他。
20061018
含糊（二）
6
故此头痛开始频了
梦也越来越多
觉也睡的越来越久
精神却越来越累
我的挣扎
听不到看不见
自己也没发觉
7
为何他们的事一直都关我的事
为何她的事也一直都关着我的事
我如此觉得
为何我选择做我所认为的事时
不做却又觉得是自己的错
明明就不关我的事
为何不管还要觉得痛苦
为何我总要与这些人有牵连
其实只是自己太失败
解决不了问题
8
我想做的事
突然间变得不清楚了
人
变得很可怕
信任始终是一个自杀自残
的武器，无声无息地
9
发觉自己的基本能力都渐失去了
最基本的曾经会的
都不会了
亦或是我从不曾懂事过
从不曾“会”过
10
我
什么都不会（了？）
什么。
故此头痛开始频了
梦也越来越多
觉也睡的越来越久
精神却越来越累
我的挣扎
听不到看不见
自己也没发觉
7
为何他们的事一直都关我的事
为何她的事也一直都关着我的事
我如此觉得
为何我选择做我所认为的事时
不做却又觉得是自己的错
明明就不关我的事
为何不管还要觉得痛苦
为何我总要与这些人有牵连
其实只是自己太失败
解决不了问题
8
我想做的事
突然间变得不清楚了
人
变得很可怕
信任始终是一个自杀自残
的武器，无声无息地
9
发觉自己的基本能力都渐失去了
最基本的曾经会的
都不会了
亦或是我从不曾懂事过
从不曾“会”过
10
我
什么都不会（了？）
什么。
20061016
I don't know
3 years. 6 years. And another 6 years.
Not very much of regrets.
Underwent a lot of changes.
And now my following 4 years.
Something that I hoped for
Somewhere that I want to be
When I'm trying hard to get there
I know I do not have the determination
And I wonder
Are these really the things that I wanted?
"Is this the life that you wanted?"
Your question struck into my head
I stretched out my arms, waving frantically
I don't know where to hold
I don't even know where to go
Why didn't I thought about going straight to my dreams
Perhaps I'm never brave enough
But why do I have the courage to stand where I'm standing now
I couldn't see the end to my situation
Perhaps it is not something that could be reached by me
I do not have what it takes
I do not feel the same as everybody else
(who's walking on the same path)
I couldn't fit in.
Or... is it that I haven't fit it?
No. I see the glass as half empty.
Sometimes I don't even know who I am.
As in, I don't know the person that I should be
which is the real me and which is not
I couldn't diferentiate
I don't know
For the first time,
the feeling is so strong, I can feel it almost everytime I breathe
(I feel like an Otome who don't know why did she attend Galderobe in the first place. )
Having too many destinations is not a very good thing
Because you'll get lost in the junctions.
But the only thing I can do is smile :)
Not very much of regrets.
Underwent a lot of changes.
And now my following 4 years.
Something that I hoped for
Somewhere that I want to be
When I'm trying hard to get there
I know I do not have the determination
And I wonder
Are these really the things that I wanted?
"Is this the life that you wanted?"
Your question struck into my head
I stretched out my arms, waving frantically
I don't know where to hold
I don't even know where to go
Why didn't I thought about going straight to my dreams
Perhaps I'm never brave enough
But why do I have the courage to stand where I'm standing now
I couldn't see the end to my situation
Perhaps it is not something that could be reached by me
I do not have what it takes
I do not feel the same as everybody else
(who's walking on the same path)
I couldn't fit in.
Or... is it that I haven't fit it?
No. I see the glass as half empty.
Sometimes I don't even know who I am.
As in, I don't know the person that I should be
which is the real me and which is not
I couldn't diferentiate
I don't know
For the first time,
the feeling is so strong, I can feel it almost everytime I breathe
(I feel like an Otome who don't know why did she attend Galderobe in the first place. )
Having too many destinations is not a very good thing
Because you'll get lost in the junctions.
But the only thing I can do is smile :)
20061012
含糊（一）
1
又跟她吵了
离开现场心很难受
难受得眼泪也被掐出来了
她也很难受吧
我只是不想做我认为是
份外的事
2
为何我总是离不开
中间地带
我
极端不起来
偏激不起来
3
心理测验结果：
显示作答者幼儿时期曾受过权威式教育。
可能幼时受到长辈严格的教育，多次自己想做某些事却被人禁止的经验。因此有「实现自己的愿望是件不好的事」的潜在心理，
这类人经常会隐藏自己真正所要和所想的事。
4
我习惯
责怪自己
可是不责备自己
我真的找不到该负责的人了
都是自己不好
不可以太自私
不可以不负责任
不可以做坏孩子
5
可是我不是个好孩子
也不是个坏孩子
因为坏不起来
也许被铸造成好孩子模型了
只是与我本质相冲
很痛苦我不懂怎么脱离这
好孩子的枷锁
又跟她吵了
离开现场心很难受
难受得眼泪也被掐出来了
她也很难受吧
我只是不想做我认为是
份外的事
2
为何我总是离不开
中间地带
我
极端不起来
偏激不起来
3
心理测验结果：
显示作答者幼儿时期曾受过权威式教育。
可能幼时受到长辈严格的教育，多次自己想做某些事却被人禁止的经验。因此有「实现自己的愿望是件不好的事」的潜在心理，
这类人经常会隐藏自己真正所要和所想的事。
4
我习惯
责怪自己
可是不责备自己
我真的找不到该负责的人了
都是自己不好
不可以太自私
不可以不负责任
不可以做坏孩子
5
可是我不是个好孩子
也不是个坏孩子
因为坏不起来
也许被铸造成好孩子模型了
只是与我本质相冲
很痛苦我不懂怎么脱离这
好孩子的枷锁
20060929
20060913
So Sick
I'm so sick of tiredness, so tired of sickness.
Guess this is the first time I ever regretted doing something.
So hard to self-motivate, I still remember my senior's words:
you'll need a lot of self-motivation.
I'm trying. Trying hard, I can't even balance my own self, so don't ask me how I balance my studies and 'it'.
I'll never do anything right and fast.
They compare. They compare!
I'll never be as good as the previous one.
I said, never.
(You aren't that good too. But did I say anything harsh to you?)
It hurts, honestly.
I don't want to remember but it stays itself.
I don't hate you, I'm just scared.
I feel so... lost.
Found back pieces of me, but time doesn't allow to have more of it
to find back the rest.
Because time doesn't wait.
I'll never have enough time to catch up with the pace.
I'll never meet your expectations.
And perhaps, I'm not quitting for the short future.
Because it is against my style.
And I guess this is all I have to say.
(...Craving for more time...)
Guess this is the first time I ever regretted doing something.
So hard to self-motivate, I still remember my senior's words:
you'll need a lot of self-motivation.
I'm trying. Trying hard, I can't even balance my own self, so don't ask me how I balance my studies and 'it'.
I'll never do anything right and fast.
They compare. They compare!
I'll never be as good as the previous one.
I said, never.
(You aren't that good too. But did I say anything harsh to you?)
It hurts, honestly.
I don't want to remember but it stays itself.
I don't hate you, I'm just scared.
I feel so... lost.
Found back pieces of me, but time doesn't allow to have more of it
to find back the rest.
Because time doesn't wait.
I'll never have enough time to catch up with the pace.
I'll never meet your expectations.
And perhaps, I'm not quitting for the short future.
Because it is against my style.
And I guess this is all I have to say.
(...Craving for more time...)
20060910
答案
结论:
自己辛苦累积下来的定律
原来已在不知不觉中
一点一点地失去
导致自己操作故障。
不想见谁只想
回到自己的那一口井
我想一个人
静一静
寻觅
关于空虚的事
好久了
不是逃避
是我的方式
每天
空虚地敷衍生活
无端的忙碌
忙碌地盲目
衍生莫名的空虚
当自己完全不是自己的时候
是可怕的。
静下来发现
原来乱了的
是我的
规律。
自己辛苦累积下来的定律
原来已在不知不觉中
一点一点地失去
导致自己操作故障。
不想见谁只想
回到自己的那一口井
我想一个人
静一静
寻觅
关于空虚的事
好久了
不是逃避
是我的方式
每天
空虚地敷衍生活
无端的忙碌
忙碌地盲目
衍生莫名的空虚
当自己完全不是自己的时候
是可怕的。
静下来发现
原来乱了的
是我的
规律。
有些步骤
是绝对不能够跳过的
是谁、是什么、从何开始
让我不知不觉地放弃了
我的所有的不可缺
不再留时间给自己
因此
我恳切需要自己的时间
整理出那些遗失的步骤。
20060905
A Talk with My Hand.
Never... an English post?
The same reason I gave for myself - I'm never good in expressing my inner confused thoughts in English. But still, I want to try.
I'm still confused. You thought you are very clear about what you want in life, but in the end, it never is clear, it's still blurry. This is not something new - Some of my thoughts never really changed, just like this one. I had a chinese phrase about this thought, in schizophrenia.
The path often remains unsure, for the reality you thought is real is actually an illusion. But still, I want to try. I don't know what faith or belief I'm holding to, I really don't know.
I walked, I fell, I ran, I tripped, I was even slapped, I screamed and I'm still bleeding. Bleeding and standing up. Because I know I need to stand up. I sulked and got into depression. Still, I know I have to stand up and face the pain. There's no way to stop my tears from flowing, but please let me have that time alone, and I will stand up again.
Perhaps, I'm afraid of things going too smoothly, perfection seems so impossible. I always expect the worst, that's why some said that I'm a pessimist. But this is what I considered optimistic is, I expect the worst, so when the situation really gets worse, I'll be prepared for all that.
Pushing myself as hard as I could, I know I'm still not good enough, I don't want to be left behind. The insecure feeling is always there, something that I'll never get rid of it, I can't treat myself better when I couldn't do a thing that I'm satisfied. I just can't spoil myself like that. I can't... because I'm always not good enough, never better. Perhaps it's a kind of self-torture, forcing myself to feel.
I'm scared, I'm terrified.
It didn't change.
I went upstairs, but because it's me, something will always remain.
(I'm also confused about my feelings, whether I should feel glad or sad for all this.)
Thanks for listening, hand.
(Quote: Talk to the hand, because the ear's not listening.)
The same reason I gave for myself - I'm never good in expressing my inner confused thoughts in English. But still, I want to try.
I'm still confused. You thought you are very clear about what you want in life, but in the end, it never is clear, it's still blurry. This is not something new - Some of my thoughts never really changed, just like this one. I had a chinese phrase about this thought, in schizophrenia.
The path often remains unsure, for the reality you thought is real is actually an illusion. But still, I want to try. I don't know what faith or belief I'm holding to, I really don't know.
I walked, I fell, I ran, I tripped, I was even slapped, I screamed and I'm still bleeding. Bleeding and standing up. Because I know I need to stand up. I sulked and got into depression. Still, I know I have to stand up and face the pain. There's no way to stop my tears from flowing, but please let me have that time alone, and I will stand up again.
Perhaps, I'm afraid of things going too smoothly, perfection seems so impossible. I always expect the worst, that's why some said that I'm a pessimist. But this is what I considered optimistic is, I expect the worst, so when the situation really gets worse, I'll be prepared for all that.
Pushing myself as hard as I could, I know I'm still not good enough, I don't want to be left behind. The insecure feeling is always there, something that I'll never get rid of it, I can't treat myself better when I couldn't do a thing that I'm satisfied. I just can't spoil myself like that. I can't... because I'm always not good enough, never better. Perhaps it's a kind of self-torture, forcing myself to feel.
I'm scared, I'm terrified.
It didn't change.
I went upstairs, but because it's me, something will always remain.
(I'm also confused about my feelings, whether I should feel glad or sad for all this.)
Thanks for listening, hand.
(Quote: Talk to the hand, because the ear's not listening.)
20060823
不置疑
当我在这里的时候
你会否知道
我在这里的原因
我断定
你不知道
所以我感伤；
我也不会去想
你在这里的原因
因为你根本就不会
在这里
所以我继续感伤。
因此
我从未期盼
谁为我而存在
而停留而继续行走；
因此
我继续相信我自己
也不让谁期盼我
为他而存在
而停留而继续生活。
不让自己受骗受伤
就是不沉迷与他人的惑言
不置疑自己的信念。
一个人走，是对的。
你会否知道
我在这里的原因
我断定
你不知道
所以我感伤；
我也不会去想
你在这里的原因
因为你根本就不会
在这里
所以我继续感伤。
因此
我从未期盼
谁为我而存在
而停留而继续行走；
因此
我继续相信我自己
也不让谁期盼我
为他而存在
而停留而继续生活。
不让自己受骗受伤
就是不沉迷与他人的惑言
不置疑自己的信念。
一个人走，是对的。
20060814
困在喜悦背后
（摇晃的脚步心情的浮沉
轻浮的快乐哀叹的浓稠
身体不听话身心不协调
无力感累积到底怎么了）
要做一份正面感觉(positive feeling)的功课
我的主题是成长，给讲师检阅
“怎么整幅图那么伤感啊？”
喜悦的感觉如此飘渺
自我稍微懂事
稍微懂得一点有条理的涂鸦之后
似乎没有画过
所谓的正面感觉
怎么表达？
真难的功课。
我不懂得表达我曾感受过的喜悦
总是没有办法表达单纯的喜悦
因为我总认为喜悦的背后是沉重的
伤悲。
而我总是容易沉溺在那里。
轻浮的快乐哀叹的浓稠
身体不听话身心不协调
无力感累积到底怎么了）
要做一份正面感觉(positive feeling)的功课
我的主题是成长，给讲师检阅
“怎么整幅图那么伤感啊？”
喜悦的感觉如此飘渺
自我稍微懂事
稍微懂得一点有条理的涂鸦之后
似乎没有画过
所谓的正面感觉
怎么表达？
真难的功课。
我不懂得表达我曾感受过的喜悦
总是没有办法表达单纯的喜悦
因为我总认为喜悦的背后是沉重的
伤悲。
而我总是容易沉溺在那里。
20060731
20060729
白茫茫的
（以为自己长大了，变强了
在众人面前，不哭了
什么心得分享会，心事交流会
我都不会说着说着就哭了
真的不会了
真的没有酱子哭过了
还有很多人，其实比自己更易哭
我其实很好了，很厉害了喔
我说服着自己。）
那夜里一个人
躺在床上
就
很想哭
当听见另一端
你的声音
我哭了。
即使没说什么
我就莫名其妙地哭了
控制不了，止不了。
“…不要哭啦。”
“…请你让我哭…好吗？就让我好好哭…”
好像很久没哭了。
我也只有满脑的疑惑。
“其实原因，只有你自己知道。
“近来，我感觉不到平日的你。”
“…不要说了。我眼泪流不停呢， 不应该躺在床上的。”
“我觉得你很不开心。
“…真的？”
“你知道你要的是什么吗？”
“我知道啊。”
“不要逃避，回答我。”
想了许久。
其实只是一时答不上话
到底这些是不是我真正要的
我只能保持一会儿的沉默
大概整理了一些什么
我回答了。
肯定中隐藏着的懦弱
我还是掩饰不住。
怎么了
怎么又被他打败了
“哭，是人类最基本的情绪，这是你潜意识的抗议。”
眼泪背叛了
还是被
逼出了几个字
“……我……我…很辛苦…”
“这才是你心底的话，你一直极力否认存在的情绪。
“不要一直虐待自己，好吗？”
“我只是想帮你弄清你自己的状况而已。”
到底一路走来
我是真的领悟了
还是把自己的双眼
给插盲了
也许我不该想，哪一个才是真的
也许我是被你迷惑了，洗脑了
我魂
继续游在没有尽头的
忙盲脑海里
白茫茫的一片。
在众人面前，不哭了
什么心得分享会，心事交流会
我都不会说着说着就哭了
真的不会了
真的没有酱子哭过了
还有很多人，其实比自己更易哭
我其实很好了，很厉害了喔
我说服着自己。）
那夜里一个人
躺在床上
就
很想哭
当听见另一端
你的声音
我哭了。
即使没说什么
我就莫名其妙地哭了
控制不了，止不了。
“…不要哭啦。”
“…请你让我哭…好吗？就让我好好哭…”
好像很久没哭了。
我也只有满脑的疑惑。
“其实原因，只有你自己知道。
“近来，我感觉不到平日的你。”
“…不要说了。我眼泪流不停呢， 不应该躺在床上的。”
“我觉得你很不开心。
“…真的？”
“你知道你要的是什么吗？”
“我知道啊。”
“不要逃避，回答我。”
想了许久。
其实只是一时答不上话
到底这些是不是我真正要的
我只能保持一会儿的沉默
大概整理了一些什么
我回答了。
肯定中隐藏着的懦弱
我还是掩饰不住。
怎么了
怎么又被他打败了
“哭，是人类最基本的情绪，这是你潜意识的抗议。”
眼泪背叛了
还是被
逼出了几个字
“……我……我…很辛苦…”
“这才是你心底的话，你一直极力否认存在的情绪。
“不要一直虐待自己，好吗？”
“我只是想帮你弄清你自己的状况而已。”
到底一路走来
我是真的领悟了
还是把自己的双眼
给插盲了
也许我不该想，哪一个才是真的
也许我是被你迷惑了，洗脑了
我魂
继续游在没有尽头的
忙盲脑海里
白茫茫的一片。
20060725
这三个人
现在的：
甲人在远方
虽然他知道她不会出现但他仍快乐地期待着只能说谢谢你啊
乙人在身边
虽然我不懂他怎么想但我也不会说一些什么暂且就这样吧
丙人在心里
虽然他一直都无所谓但我仍觉得亏欠他只能对他肯定一些事
（如：忙碌而衍生的冷漠并不代表我心的转移）
之前的：
戊人是第一个
虽然你觉得不成功但后来我觉得你会成功的只是忘了要继续
已人是第二角
虽然看起来你比我行但我知道胜利的还是我我比你勇敢
庚人是旁观者
虽然一直想换角色但都没那个能力毅力始终必须请你下台
现在的这三个人
和之前的三个人
各有不同
却又那么地相似
人就是这样
人的事也就是这样
也就是这样
人的事才是有趣的事
甲人在远方
虽然他知道她不会出现但他仍快乐地期待着只能说谢谢你啊
乙人在身边
虽然我不懂他怎么想但我也不会说一些什么暂且就这样吧
丙人在心里
虽然他一直都无所谓但我仍觉得亏欠他只能对他肯定一些事
（如：忙碌而衍生的冷漠并不代表我心的转移）
之前的：
戊人是第一个
虽然你觉得不成功但后来我觉得你会成功的只是忘了要继续
已人是第二角
虽然看起来你比我行但我知道胜利的还是我我比你勇敢
庚人是旁观者
虽然一直想换角色但都没那个能力毅力始终必须请你下台
现在的这三个人
和之前的三个人
各有不同
却又那么地相似
人就是这样
人的事也就是这样
也就是这样
人的事才是有趣的事
20060717
Once Broken, Considered Gone
He thought it was perfect
his excuse
He thought he completed his task
of being a good leader
And did more than a good leader would do
But he was wrong
and he know nothing about it.
He had already broke his image
and now what he just did is only like
Cracking and cracking the
tiny piece of his image
that is (barely any) left.
[Trust : Once break, considered gone.]
his excuse
He thought he completed his task
of being a good leader
And did more than a good leader would do
But he was wrong
and he know nothing about it.
He had already broke his image
and now what he just did is only like
Cracking and cracking the
tiny piece of his image
that is (barely any) left.
[Trust : Once break, considered gone.]
20060712
醉猫
那晚
麻布蜕为丝绸，沙石褪为流水
（喵呜）连倔强也颓为娇弱
随后
杂草散发香薰，尘土化为星星
（喵呜）的犹豫凝为坚定
人、时、地
什么都恰好
让
天堂落到了人间
那晚在那里（喵呜）
有一只
醉倒在你怀里
的猫
（流水像丝绸般轻抚着猫，猫娇媚柔弱地喵呜，闻着草香，猫轻声说“绝不后悔”，那晚星星很亮。）
麻布蜕为丝绸，沙石褪为流水
（喵呜）连倔强也颓为娇弱
随后
杂草散发香薰，尘土化为星星
（喵呜）的犹豫凝为坚定
人、时、地
什么都恰好
让
天堂落到了人间
那晚在那里（喵呜）
有一只
醉倒在你怀里
的猫
（流水像丝绸般轻抚着猫，猫娇媚柔弱地喵呜，闻着草香，猫轻声说“绝不后悔”，那晚星星很亮。）
20060630
变不了
其实都一样，人啊。
总是很努力地去接触身边的人，透过不同的方式
只有一种方式
能够把一个人看得清清楚楚。
也就是我一直以来在做的事。
人还是一样。
无可否认小惊喜仍层出不穷
偶尔来一个大惊喜。
但让人失望伤心的
也都还在。没有变。
没有变。
我也还是为着人的事而闭上眼睛
轻抚着被刺过的旧伤痕。
隐隐作痛。
没有变。
总是很努力地去接触身边的人，透过不同的方式
只有一种方式
能够把一个人看得清清楚楚。
也就是我一直以来在做的事。
人还是一样。
无可否认小惊喜仍层出不穷
偶尔来一个大惊喜。
但让人失望伤心的
也都还在。没有变。
没有变。
我也还是为着人的事而闭上眼睛
轻抚着被刺过的旧伤痕。
隐隐作痛。
没有变。
20060628
复杂的事
刚才的决堤
可能是情绪太集中了。
我的情绪很复杂
因为我自己都不明白。
刚才边哭边想。
还是不明白。
也许不负责任的人像大便
踩到大便，谁会开心呢
也许被抛下是件难受的事
放飞机的人不觉得什么
被放的人才伤。
我心没伤。
其实是够硬的了
铁做的
不过会传热，别人泼的冷水
很烫，常被烙伤。
现在
哭完了，就不想了。
可能是情绪太集中了。
我的情绪很复杂
因为我自己都不明白。
刚才边哭边想。
还是不明白。
也许不负责任的人像大便
踩到大便，谁会开心呢
也许被抛下是件难受的事
放飞机的人不觉得什么
被放的人才伤。
我心没伤。
其实是够硬的了
铁做的
不过会传热，别人泼的冷水
很烫，常被烙伤。
现在
哭完了，就不想了。
20060616
Prologue
Hello
Saying it to myself in the mirror
Forced a tired smile, I know I'm home.
Went out to breathe the air outside
And had the wind to play
hide and seek.
1, 2, 3...
Some of me were found easily
But some were lost, lost and not found
And gone with the wind
Thus I went home, without feeling incomplete
Just a little tired, I need a rest on my bed
with my loyal bolsters
Had to walk past the long, dusty corridors
(Perhaps something is still hiding there)
Because my room is upstairs.
Saying it to myself in the mirror
Forced a tired smile, I know I'm home.
Went out to breathe the air outside
And had the wind to play
hide and seek.
1, 2, 3...
Some of me were found easily
But some were lost, lost and not found
And gone with the wind
Thus I went home, without feeling incomplete
Just a little tired, I need a rest on my bed
with my loyal bolsters
Had to walk past the long, dusty corridors
(Perhaps something is still hiding there)
Because my room is upstairs.
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